Thursday, February 19, 2009

Αβεβαιότητα

Crazies, empty hearts, drunks, desolation.... Those are the words that come to mind tonight as I sit here waiting for a fare @ 3:28am in the middle of Westlake Center. The crazies are making me crazy, love and romance are making me crazy, the economy is making me crazy, work is making me crazy, this lonliness.... is making me crazy.

ιδεοληψία

I'm obsessing....

Friday, February 6, 2009

μια αναζήτηση μου ήταν μια αναζήτηση σας

Still Thinking a lot about those lyrics from the last post. It makes me realize I put up with so much bullshit in my past relationships. Not just relationships, but in my general lifestyle. I've realized all of this for awhile now, but its all just becoming so much more transparent. Its all much more easier for me to see where I want to go and where I want to be. Late night ramblings...

Here's to Lux

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Είναι καλό, αλλά δεν είναι ακριβώς δεξιά

i wanted the women
to go round the world
got the boat down to helsinki city
with boys who act like little girls
it ain't quite what i pictured
ain't quite what i had in mind
i realized that the closer i got
that close has the taste of real cheap wine
clearly - nearly
i open my eyes but only see things barely
i can smell it but i don't get high
i know it's good but it just ain't right
ended up with a donkey
when my mind was set on a horse
bargained and begged for a pony and i rode it
with a fake smile on only wanting more
i've had it with just about right now
moderate won't get me no far
been through almosts, okays, in betweens, nighs and decents
but close just ain't no cigar
clearly - nearly
in the corner of my eye only works in theory
i can see it even shines a light
i know it's good but it just ain't right
clearly - nearly
i open my eyes but only see things barely
i can smell it but i don't get high
i know it's good but it just ain't right

..... Fuck. More precise words don't exist to perfectly describe how I've always felt. Despite what people say... these lyrics remind me why being older is better. The realizations. Amazing.