Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Left standing alone. I can give out all the advice I can give, but I'm left alone..... Why or how am I here? I question my own integrity, my own decisions, my own fucking ridiculousness. So fucking confusing! I knew what was going to happen. I was called presumptuous, but also said to have great intuition. So why the fuck am I here? I'm literally made fun of for having girls everywhere, I'd rather chew my left arm off than sleep with someone that doesn't make me happy, or lead them on. But I can't get what I want. Therapy no longer helps. late night thoughts, while avoiding late night booty calls, can't stand myself, can't stand you.... Can't stand bullshit. Fuck....